Friday, April 4, 2014
Im lost without you dad ;( all I think about is how great of a team we were changing tires together. I'm trying to find happiness without you but its very difficult. I cant go one day without sobbing my eyes out when im working because your all I think of. I would give up my life and every cent I own just to have you back and work with you for one more day. I love and miss you sooo much dad!!!! Only thing im looking forward to with this life without you is that im going to be a dad in less than 2 weeks. I wish you were around long enough to meet your grandson Roman, but it didn't turn out that way and this hurts the most because you were soo good with kids. I wish this was just a nightmare and I could wake up and see you alive and well but its not. God dad I wish you took care of yourself better other than caring about work. But this is life and I have to live out the rest of my days knowing you were taken from me too soon. I will never stop missing and loving you dad, NEVER!!! Everyday, I'm reminded by your customers what a great and caring person you were. They tell me you were the best person they ever knew and you were. I love you dad, soooo fucking much!!! I promise to tell Roman all of the great memories I have of you. I love you dad and not for a single moment will I not think of you. I miss you ;(
